The one day where I thought I seen it all...
The frist hour I thought I never see her leave...
That one minute where I should've touched my lips with hers...
That last second I thought "Will I ever see you again?"...
Something tells me everything will be alright...
Something in my mind shows me a brighter future...
A hope for a life that will make me a better person...
A dream that will some day come true with her...

...I've been thinking of some strange stuff these past few months... I just can't help but think. "Will I come out of this ok, or will I have to go back to that... Horrid way of life...?" No,I won't because I have my Lovely Fiancé to thatnk for that... She's shown me so much of so many great things in life, both good and bad... My drawings have become more of what I am able to do and me...
...Such past events got me thinking again of more realisticly... I would have to do more on my part then ever before... Which means more travel and writing on the dotted line, and no, not signing my life away type thing... I mean, doing what is right for the both of us... We have so many dreams and ideas for the future that it would take... Some sort of miracle to make it happen, but no, it's not like that... We come across something that needs doing, We tackle it down with no thought of any sense of going back... Though we have, and suffered drawbacks... Nothing to serious, although we re-traced our steps and corrected what needed to be...
...Anyway, I've gone off topic here... I made a small number of drawings and taken many pictures that somewhat, if not, any change to my inspirational additude with what I want to do... But then again I have DA to thank... So many artists and the endless flow of ideas ceom from every angle... Every country... And every mind you can come up with at any age... Even some of the pictures, drawings, sketches, photoshop alterations done here were completed or in the progress of, by a younger heart then my own... Then you got people who are older then myself who are just discovering their artistic side... Thus brings me to my point... If you got ideas in your mind, or any sort of small thought that You think would look great if you worked on it... Do It! Write it down on some sort of paper or do a quick sketch like I once did at a certain point in my short 22 years... Sure you may do so at first, but then you'll drift off and forget about more and more often, happens all the time right? So... I think that no matter what age you are, what spot on the planet you come from, where you mind and creativity takes you... There is always someone out there who wishes they could have such a brilliant mind as yours... And that I believe is more then enough to bring about the greatest part of us ever in anyone... The best we can be... If anyone has something to say, negative or positive, we can better ourselves... I have done just that, looked at everything here on DA and seen many ideas I can fill my head with and countless people to thank it for... This is such a great way to build whatever it is in my head and make it my own... That's what DA is all about right? Good! Anyway...
...I hope that this, in some way helped someone, somewhere, somehow evolve their art more effectively and let's not forget, Their Creativity... The heart of any great artist... From the Mona Lisa to A Cheering Thought ( [link] ) ...These sorts of paintings or pictures had to have had some source of inspiration... We all get it from somewhere... Where that might be... You Decide... It's Your World, Make It Your Own! And Then You Can Feel Better About Whatever May Come Your Way... Like A Falling Leaf To The Ground... We All Rise Again As A Big Beautiful Tree To Flourish For Many Years... Whether It Be In The Forest With Many Others... Or Alone In The City Park... Either Way... You Will Be Noticed And Admired For What You've Done...

That Is One Major Thought Of My Mind...
...Thank You For Reading...

~Fenixxero
"The One Guy Who Got Away..."